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i've never felt so conflicted before. especially when it comes to love.

i generally know how i feel about the subject. you may even say i love it.

it can come on so fast, and leave just like that.

im not really sure what i should do. embrace new love?

it's sort of a do or die concept to me. when it comes at you,

you can either take it and run with it, or reject it.

i don't think it works to put it on hold. but what the fuck do i know?

i miss joey, i am always missing him.

but i have to remember, he chose to leave me. twice really.

and i do know that isn't the type of love i'm looking for.

still though. nobody knows how much i miss you.

you are so beautiful, in every way.

to me, you are perfect. its just too bad you couldn't feel the same way.

where is your kitten?

fairytale fix

this pup was so cute in alice in wonderland. geeeeez louise.

i miss speaking in a brittish accent with you

i miss being called babycakes

what do You, want to do, before you die?

#1. French kiss en Paris.

#2. Get a tattoo.

#3. Bungee jump, somewhere exotic; either Europe or South America.

#4. Speak 2 foreign languages fluently.

#5. Swim with dolphins.

#6. Make-out with somebody famous.

#7. Get a full body tan from the sun.

#8. Spend nights (or a life) in a tree house.

#9. Go to the moon.

#10. Sail to a country that is different from the one i started from.

#11. Dress like a harajuku in Tokyo.

#12. Cuddle with my mother.

#13. Teach english in a foreign country.

#14. Meet a baby of the big cat animal family.

#15. Live in New York.

#16. Swim naked in the Mediterranian Sea.

#17. Retrace the footsteps of my childhood in Austrailia.

#18. Experience Spiritual/Religious enlightenment.

#19. Get married while in love.

#20. Cook a 5 course French gourmet meal for people i love, with champagne of course, perferably Dom Perignon.

#21. Go on an African Safari, spiders and all.

#22. Ring in the new year of 2012 in a Mayan pyramid.

#23. Become a buddhist without even realizing it.

#24. Give young people in a third world country a reason to be as excited about life, as I am atleast weekly. (hopefully many more times than once)

#25. Learn Latin

#26. Be in an art film so indie, I won't even recall the names of the people who made it.

#27. Sing a Queen Song on karaokee.

#28. Deliver, or have a baby.

#29. Climb a Mountain big enough to impress my dad.

#30. Climb a frozen waterfall.

#31. Go to Israel on birthright.

#32. Cry and laugh on every single continent. Yes, even Antartica.

#33. Scuba dive.

So much more to come.

JESUS IS MY HOMEBOIII

Pretty cool shoot done by the berry berry famous David LaChapelle.

He seems to have some silly religious themes in quite a lot of his work.

CHALK ART.

miss you till i kiss you